Brian
Scharnefsky

Von Gabriela Hoek 20.08.2023 um 05:47 Uhr | melden

My sweet dear Brian; I can’t believe it’s been so long without talking. Last time was on February 2021 and I told you my baby was 3 weeks old, now she’s 2,5 years old and she’s hilarious and she’s so so so smart!! I mean, I’m her mom so I might be biased but she’s so incredibly clever, she’s speaking 2 languages!! You’d absolutely love her. I was in contact with your mom and Nelson, they are wonderful people. No wonders why were you crazy about them!! I love I got to know more of your childhood and even your last months on earth talking to them. You left me with so many questions, but you found your way to answer them. I think of you on a daily basis. My parents are visiting me from Chile and they remembered my excitement after our first dates. Can you believe it’s been 5 years? We were so happy, I wish everything would have been different. I wish you would have never left. I carry such an intense pain inside, I think you managed to break my heart twice lol I wonder where you are, if it looks like a Tarkovsky’a film or you can feel the music. I’m positive wherever you are you are having fun and looking after us. You were always caring and loving even when you weren’t present. I miss you so much. I don’t dare to go back to Berlin yet, but once I’m there I will pay you a visit and we will talk maybe I’ll even sing for you. Thank you for visiting me constantly on my thoughts, I love you.